1. I have watched my crazy two year old nephews, as crazy as they are... I LOVE IT! They're my favorite, and it always makes me think how I can't WAIT to be a mom one day.
2. I have thought about all of the things Nate and I could do before having a baby.
3. We got a dog, hoping that would help but honestly it makes me want a baby MORE!
4. I need more IDEAS!!
Everyone says... life is over when you have a baby, you can't do anything fun, you're always out of money, it's stressful! You can't buy anything YOU want, you and Nate need time to get to know one another, and you are way too young! But what about the great things?? I know we should maybe wait a little bit longer because honestly I do have to get my diabetes in order, save more money, and I would love to be a stay at home mom. But then where's my faith?? We watched this video on YOUTUBE it was a Mormon Video about having children and it had different senarios for different couples. It shared their stories and one couple really stuck out to me... they were saying that they were not financially ready, and just not ready period... but then they asked themselves where is my faith? I absolutely loved it. I know that right now may not be the best time for Nate and I.... I am just SO EXCITED to be a mom one day.... and I want Heavenly Father to trust that we will take care of his children! I just keep telling myself "one day, one day...."
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