ACCEPTANCE.

School especially college has been an up and down hill at different times. This last semester after taking a year break from school I decided to go back and I was so excited! I could not wait to be a kindergarten teacher.... and then school started, and as great as I did through out the semester by the end of the semester I was sad to realize that school isn't for me..... it was SO SO frustrating and it still is when I really think about it..... but I have come to the conclusion that it's ok, college isn't for everyone, and I truly believe that I am meant to teach my children and be a stay at home mom, and ohhhh boy I cannot wait. Nate and I had a serious conversation about it and decided that if I just worked for right now, that would be the best. I am also so greatful for Preisthood blessings, I was hysterical while making that decision and nate my amazing husband gave me a Preisthood blessing, and that's all I needed... he is truly amazing, and has such a strong testimony of the Gospel. I'm not going to lie, it is still so, so frustrating to see people graduate, to see people parents so proud of their kids for getting a four year degree, I wont have that, but I really hope that one day my husband, my parents, and my in-laws will be proud of me for taking care of Heavenly Fathers children, and more importantly I hope to be so proud of myself for getting to that point. I can't wait. So for now I will continue to get my diabetes into better shape, I will work to get Nate through school, and I will continue to learn different things outside of college classes.